wings

 

“wings”

does my heart have to harden with fear and pain
when meeting the violent and vile?
the poor, or the wretched?

outcasts of society can be found far and near
whether face to face,
or by mere hearsay

every time i witness darkness
does my mind and have to recoil?

how narrow, ever shrinking
life then becomes, cutting myself off from kin
building the cage of self confinement

who holds the keys to the
responses of my heart and mind?
who has my wings…


 

where are my manners?

 

“hey, you!”

there’s been a party going on
within me, all my life

guests streaming in through my open door,
day and night, bringing friends along

Doubt has come to visit
Fear paid her respects
Joy lingered and
Love left her scarf behind

i have to admit,
i have been a most absentminded host
daydreaming and preoccupied
with visitors past, and those yet to come

that i have rarely noticed
who’s sitting at my table now

well, well, . . . 
where are my manners?

may i bring some fresh libations,
pull up a chair and listen well
for a good heart to heart


 

pathless

 

“pathless”

there is a beauty to this quiet watching
to witness
the formations
of rationalizing,
of avoidance and laziness,

the quick to judge,
self aggrandizing,
eager greed,
and anger at the ready

there is a beauty to this quiet watching
and to no longer look away
to see the state within
rather than only
in “the others”

the problems of this world
start so close to home

sobering
to no longer hide
to enter a pathless land
of mercy
and love


 

hello hands...

 

“side by side”

here you are
both of you, side by side,
working and playing

your daily activities - innumerable
be it pulling on a sock,
washing a teacup, petting the dog

watching you i am awed,
as you skillfully anticipate 
each other’s next move
always in support, never in competition

how curious that an example of
harmony and purposeful togetherness
can be found right at my fingertips…

thank you
hands!


 

i woke up grumpy

 

“dawn clouds”

this morning i woke up grumpy

i knew that something else
was needed to jive with the gifts of life

thankfully a flock of silly thoughts
came to perch - cackling about gratitude

one silly thought said:
“thankfully our feet still reach the ground”

“yeah”, another chimed in, “and aren’t you glad our heart
hasn’t become an improvisational jazz player overnight?”

a third one eagerly offered:
“… or that we didn’t wake up with a boil on our nose”

and they went on and on
trying to outdo each other

to my delight
grumpiness
lifted like morning fog


 

morning ponder on patience

 

“flow and resistance”

with patience
there is space
to slow down
to rest and relax
till ease arrives
in my body

with patience
there is space
to endure
to navigate difficult terrain
until compassion fills
my heart again

with patience
there is space
to be alert
to contemplate more deeply
until clarity emerges
in my mind

with patience
i offer less resistance
to the flowing energy of life


 

seven little words

 

“enter here”

a wise man used to tell me:
“alter your stride and meet a stranger”

at first i though:
what an odd statement
and soon forgot

but he kept repeating
these seven little words:
“alter your stride and meet a stranger”

taking the quote quite literally
i played
with “the ministry of silly walks”

and to my surprise,
in sidestepping the known

a gate opened
and dawn arrived

would i have believed,
upon first hearing these seven little words
that they were the keys to my freedom?


 

celebrate

 

“lighting the way”

celebrate
your life

yes,
celebrate the wondrous
oft forgotten
divine spark
that lives within you

it has been with you throughout
all your follies and growing pains

it does not look upon you
as imperfect

it loves
in vast all enduring stillness

if only you could see yourself
like it sees you

you would laugh
at yourself
and there would be peace on earth


 

thank you

 

“in gratitude . . .”

you, 
reading this
right now

thank you,
for your presence
your kind attention

thank you,
for your encouragement
words written, spoken and unspoken
all your support over the years

may these musings
bring us closer
to ourselves, to what we hold dear

through a pause,
a spark, the gate
of a smile

there already is kinship
sensed and nurtured
as we each walk our path

in gratitude i
thank you!


 

playing the part

 

“before me a glittering sphere”

before me life
like a jewel

asking
to be lived

asking
which part will you play 
this time in the Great Game of Life?

where we all wear masks
where we all play roles

remember,
once in a while, 
to question the rules set by man

to question everything
especially when it comes to 
seriousness and righteousness

then return to play, knowingly
in emerald fields
with gusto and sincerity