they are already on their way
the joys that arrive
out of the blue
the next wave of laughter
that’s not too far off
the insights that rush
towards you, that bring new clarity
then around the corner comes
compassion to dwell with you
and wonder waits
to be let in with ample gifts
visitors all, drawing near
seeking your good company
where will you be today,
when they knock upon your door?
keen senses
awake to bursts
of sunbeams on a blustery day
to wind made visible
in whirling leaves
to the flight of birds
that swoop to meet my feeding hands
keen senses pull me
into the present
to the music of the moment
and the far-off fragrance of a fart
to the never-ending play
of sudden and subtle changes
receptive to
the Mystery that abounds
greetings
“greetings!”
to the rocks in the garden
and the colorful carpet of maple leaves
“how are you?”
to the dove breakfasting on millet seed
“hello!” blue dragonfly,
morning light and green tomatoes
what a circle of friends
as i walk upon the earth
welcoming what comes
upon the banquet table of the senses
expressing greetings
with joyous freedom
to the stillness in the woods
and “Friday” the neighbor’s cat
and to you dear one,
reading these lines
of connection between us
”salutations!”
may your day be filled with wonder and wellness
just as i am
there is a timeless meditation that asks:
can i accept myself just as i am?
i watch as this question enters my mind,
instantly the negotiations begin:
do you mean accept right now?
even my imperfections?
do you know the mess it is in here?
can i just tidy up a bit, refine myself…
to be more palatable for gods and neighbors alike?
for i have always seen myself as an improvement project,
never quite good enough - just as i am
Oh, what a curious state of affairs!
how did it get that way?
from the first heartbeat to the last
my life has been accepted to the Great Dance of Life
welcomed without hesitation
so i ask again… can i accept myself just as i am?
accept my body?
the capricious thoughts that come to visit me?
the gentle breezes and storms in the emotions?
and the endless monotony of my habits …
can i welcome it all?
only simple questions remain
“welcoming all of life equally”
there are moments
that have power
loosing a loved one
perspectives change
standing at the threshold
drawing nearer
to the Mysteries
it seems that only simple
questions remain
how well have i loved?
have i allowed life to love me?
pausing with a leaf
you were born
in spring
graced summer
nights and days
and now journey back
into the soil
to continue
the cycle
thank you
for shade and freshness
for the music you make
with wind and rain
for all the seen
and unseen beauty
you add to our world
my life would not be
without you
where do we begin
there is life
everywhere
in aching beauty
and constant change
all born of
spinning energy
of vitality condensed
into temporary form
different in function
yet all from the same source
every arising useful
equally belonging to this continuum
ours is a story of constant flow and process
of infinite merging and fresh combinations
and the curious may ask:
where do we begin and end?
playing
in movies i meet grand heroes,
kings and queens, villains and victims
an endless cast of characters
in myth and fairytales
again i see the plots performed
by actors playing archetypal roles
there are lovers and fools
mentors and tormentors
hermits and drunks…
around town, meeting neighbors,
friends and strangers alike
once more i see actors playing
roles as old as time
then a look in the mirror
oh, it tells the same tale!
this life - a parade of archetypes
yet is there choice?
awareness of the act?
or do the roles consume this life?
we hold each other
as we move
through our days
each on our unique paths
we meander
up and down and sideways
as we live and learn
yet throughout it all
we hold each other
we hold the goodness
of each other in safekeeping
i hold your “loving self”
and you hold mine
for a time when it may be needed
that we need reminding
to find our way again
we carry each others light
to be friends
spending time
at the hearth
of friendship
sharing in joy,
sorrow
and play
speaking
of matters
that warm
the heart
and insights
gleaned
along the way
feeling
the pulse
of life
while
we grow
older together
how good it is
to be
friends
you don’t have to go far
you don’t have to go far
in fact it’s happening now
right where you are
held, not too tight, not too loose
by gravity’s embrace
to the sacred ground beneath you
your life
on Mother Earth is supported
by wondrously interconnected forces
we are along for the ride
as our Blue Planet
orbits the Sun
and together we whirl
planets, stars, galaxies
in cosmic choreography
right where you are
you have a front row seat
to the marvels of the universe
while doing the dishes
from the hammock
“hello” i say, “how are you?”
greeting myself like a good friend
i listen
quietly
the body tells its tale
heart and mind chime in
i listen and listen
to the ever-changing flow
in the hammock of listening
we relax
find ease with each other
what was hard becomes soft again
life
looking around
on a clear night
pondering life
amongst space and stars
again i marvel at the moving parts
the atoms, orbits and cycles
the harmonious interplay of elements
and our living web of life
i marvel at this balanced world
that makes life possible
i marvel at all that had to go right
and be maintained, not only in this lifetime
but from the first whisper
of this Great Unfolding
living a human incarnation
seems to be such a rare opportunity
may i be present and open
to receive the gift of this life
surfing
“something catches the attention”
something catches the attention
pulling life out of automatic
time stops
no past, no future
just single focused alertness
flower
forest
smile
is seen
wordlessly
without classification
without possession
without the need to change it in any way
only
open
hearted
awareness
life to life
vital
inclusive
togetherness
… then
another
wave arrives
inviting us to surf
pausing and reconnecting
“without aim”
by the river
i pause without aim
and find pieces of myself
i did not even know
were missing
curiosity
“getting to know itself”
do you remember
this flavor of youth
when all was interesting?
when worlds could be found
in a puddle and anything
could become wondrous
when curiosity
gave wings to our days
we were playful experimenters
asking endless questions
keenly alive
still free
of opinions
open and innocent
schooling and culture
dampened this bright flame
yet are the slumbering
embers not worth protecting?
is curiosity not life
getting to know itself
through our hearts
reflections on water
“home”
soft
yet strong
colorless
vast and forever
life-giving
soothing, spirited, sustaining
cleansing
whilst self-purifying
endlessly yielding
yet remaining true to its nature
water, the ever-present
mother to our lives
love lessons
“softer”
quite suddenly dark clouds form
and a harsh wind rushes in
what, an instant ago,
was a sweet disposition
is now sour and sullen
through the lens of this darkness
i find faults,
now even my loved ones seem blameworthy
i have entered the state of
the Great Separation
where i stand, alone
defensive, self-righteous, filled with self-pity
if i give theater
to this temporary state
we all suffer
it is my journey
to find the way back home
from exclusion
to inclusion
remaining open,
yielding to the gift of life
takes practice and skill
with mindfulness
patience, tenderness
and humor
as companions on the playground of life
love is rediscovered
cliché
“sunset”
“Be here now”
“Live in the Moment”
it has been said
by so many and so often
that it hardly causes
pause or ponder anymore
just, the quick mental:
“yeah, right, got it”
then,
forgotten.
instantly.
how could these few words
cause real change?
in me. in you. in the world.
what does it take?
what does it take
for a momentary perception
to change our mind?
it has to push through
the weight
of all our conditions
and conditionings
it has to be seen
for the beauty of itself
for the immensity
how i wish
for you and me
for our world
to truly be
with the never-ending beauty
of the present moment
desires
“lucky dog?”
we all
want
to get
high
what causes these
high states
varies
as do the routes
taken to get there
